Confessions of a Secret Dominatrix

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Confessions of a Secret Dominatrix

Refresh and try again. Open Preview See a Problem? Thanks for telling us about the problem. Return to Book Page. How does one become a dominatrix? One part born and raised in Indiana, two parts saint and sinner, a dash of spite, a pinch of overcoming. Join me in my kitchen for this one of a kind, life alerting recipe. Kindle Edition , pages. To see what your friends thought of this book, please sign up.

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Amazon Second Chance Pass it on, trade it in, give it a second life. About 30 minutes later, John decided to text Payton without me knowing. It left me baffled as to why he would text him pretending to be me. Maybe he needed to feel like he was a part of being a Dominatrix or maybe he wanted to know what Payton's opinion was of the session. One of the things that John asked Payton was what was his favorite part of the session.

Payton responded that his favorite part was looking into my eyes. John got pissed because he could tell that we had a connection, but, how could we not? We had experienced an intimate moment, even if it was just because I was beating his ass. I felt so disgusted that John had treated me like a piece of meat.

I didn't want to be around him because I was so disgusted by him. I couldn't believe that I had actually done everything that I had done. All I ever wanted to do was to satisfy and please John so that he didn't have to seek someone else out. All I thought about were the threats that he had made to me of exposing me and getting me in trouble for what I was doing. It was the fear of him that made me do it. John's fantasy of me being a Dominatrix was extreme and, at first, I thought that's all it was, but, then, he pushed me to actually do it.

We had a lot invested together as a couple and as business partners. We had a house and a business that were all in his name. John was a very intelligent manipulator. He would remind me, that if I left I would have nothing. I would be homeless without a job or money, as my design business didn't make enough to live on, It scared me. Here I was disciplining other people and I was spending the majority of the time scared of what John could do to me. I begged him to stop pretending to be me and told him not to book another session. Instead, what did he do?

He got on the computer that very night and emailed more guys trying to set up more appointments. I couldn't understand why he wouldn't stop. I knew that he had an addiction and that I had become a part of it, but he didn't seem to care. He didn't even stop when I cried and told him that he was making me feel like an object. At the same time, I was overwhelmed by family things. My mom, the boys and Kelley were coming down for a visit the weekend after my session with Payton.

I called Kelley and told her that they might have to get a hotel during their visit and Kelley basically told me to fuck off and that they were staying at my house because they were family. She didn't know what John was up to. Due to our fighting, John didn't want my family to come visit. He knew that if they did, I would tell Kelley the truth about what was going on. He told me to call them and tell them not to come. He was such a gentleman in front of people, but, behind closed doors, he was a completely different person. Finally, he changed his mind and let them come for the visit.

He was a perfect gentleman the entire time. John mad everyone drinks and cooked. One night, he even got us Chinese food for dinner.

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The whole time, he made sure that I never left his sight so that I couldn't tell Kelley or my mom what was going on. While they were there, John changed the password on the computer, which ticked me off. During the visit, Hellen called the house and nobody picked up the phone, so she called Kelley's cell phone. Kelley picked it up and Hellen asked if I was leaving with her. Kelley didn't know what she was talking about as I had been able to briefly tell Hellen about the situation, but not Kelley.

Hellen demanded that Kelley put me on the phone. Taking the phone, I went into the other room to speak with her. I ended up telling her that everything was fine. Later, I took Kelley on a bike ride to a little park and I told her what was going on. I told her that I needed to get away from John because he was smothering me. After the bike ride, we went back to the house and deciding to start packing my stuff soon. When my mom and the boys left to go back to Indiana, Kelley stayed.

John knew that something was going on then. Kelley was there to help me pack and make sure that I could get out of the house easily and safely. When we were getting ready to leave, Kelley was afraid to leave the dogs with John because she was afraid of what he would do.

Confessions of a Secret Dominatrix

Lately, John had been so full of anger and as we left, Kelley asked him why he wouldn't even shed a tear over his wife. Then, he pretended to cry, but he looked like an angry, constipated man about to snap. He started telling me that he loved me and didn't want me to go. Kelley had grabbed a kitchen knife in case he got violent while we were trying to leave. If she hadn't been there, it would have been a battle trying to leave. I didn't think I could ever look at him again. Once back in Indiana, I ended up staying alternately at my grandpa's house and Hellen's house. John kept contacting my friends, trying to get answers and convince me to come back to him.

He even drove up to Indiana to win me back. I decided to give him another chance. I told him that I would come back if I could be in control of everything. I wanted to do the dominating my own way. I didn't want John getting off watching my dominating anymore. He was supposed to be my bodyguard and nothing else. He agreed and I went back home with him.

Mistress Confessions: 21 Surprising Secrets From "The Other Woman"

Just In All Stories: Story Story Writer Forum Community. Mistress Marilyn was an elegant and seductive Dominatrix, a passionate practitioner of the art of female dominance. Her autobiography, "Confessions of a Secret Dominatrix", has been unleashed. Very thrilling that 11 countries have already enjoyed her intricate true life story. Payton Payton was a young man who responded to the ad seeking my services. On Mon, Mar 19, at 9: Tandem bike Gift certificates Payton wrote: Where would you like to meet? Monday, March 19, On Mon, Mar 19, at I love your outfit!

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