Messages from Jason - A Mothers Healing Journey of Grief and Spirit

Well how true that is. The song is called Can;t Stop loving you. That is so true. I know he would be telling me to get along with life, but how can you when your life left you. Anyway I hope a lot more people cope better than I do, I am just waiting for the day to join him. No I am not going to do anything stupid because I know he would not like that BUT I really need him to be beside me in the flesh which wont happen until we meet in the after life. I have outlived two husbands.

I will be fifty next week. It is excruciating, again. I am a recent gold star mother. August 28, is when I heart was broken forever. I wake up every day to it and go to bed with it. He was a amazing father to 4 beautiful children. I know that grieving is different for each person but I feel isolated at times. After the funeral everyone disappears. Theta say is there anything I can do! No mothers day call or text, card. No empathy for his fallen brother on memorial day. His birthday, my birthday. My husband passed away 7 months ago. We would have celebrated our 35th anniversary 1 month later.

He fell on Nov 3, paramedics took him to the hospital. He had been to the doctor 2 weeks prior, blood count was He came home with Hospice and died holding my hand on the 14th. I miss him, I am so lonely in a houseful of people. I lost my husband 21 months ago at the age of 65, after battling cancer for 5 years. Some wounds never heal, we just learn to live with it. The sadness moves to a different place in our hearts.

I miss him more now than I did when he left me in Oct —but I can now talk about him without breaking down, I can smile at the memories. Most days I can remember the 36 years of love before I remember the awful details of his last 2 weeks. Grief counseling was the very best thing I did for myself—I highly encourage it for everyone walking this lonely journey…. Thank you so much for sharing your story.

I feel very alone and at times quite alienated. Reading your story did help me for tonight. My mum died a year in December. Thank you for sharing. May I rephrase some of the words to make them more personal….. Thank you Eleanor for sharing your brave story. I do have a good support system, which I understand makes me very lucky. Thank you for visiting the blog. Your email address will not be published. We respect your email privacy. Powered by AWeber Email Marketing.

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In those early and dark days of emotions, my brother would often ask for signs from Jason. One afternoon my brother ran into his friend, Danny, who was pulling out of a parking lot just as my brother was passing by. That gift and connection made a significant impact on my brother as I remember him calling to tell me about it. After receiving the pendant, in which there are only 2 in existence, my brother and his wife decided they would go to a jewelry store to purchase a chain so it could be worn.

Thinking that it was a bit expensive, they decided to purchase it anyway. Only a few weeks later my brother and his wife went shopping for a television. As they were shopping a young salesman walked up to them and introduced himself. And as you might have guessed his name was Jason. Since that time my brother has been involved in bereavement support groups for parents who lost children. He has seen Jason in dreams and at times feels him near. At times, he can smell the cologne that he used to wear and sometimes sees him, if ever so briefly, out of the corner of his eye. He talks to him regularly both sending love and asking for guidance on some of those more difficult days.

I am always amazed at how spirit works to deliver messages and bring awareness to those that grieve. The messages and validation of a loved one might not come in the ways in which we think they should but if we stay open, our communication with them will become stronger as time goes on. Looking back, I was not sure how my brother and his wife were going to make it through their intense grief. Slowly and step by step I have watched 2 courageous people begin to heal and share their experience of love and loss with others.

I am proud to be part of their lives as they continue to move forward with open hearts and minds. The date of this post was November 28th, Through this posting my brother and his wife had another confirmation from spirit as a parent who lost a daughter was touched by the words written and reached out to them for healing and conversation. We feel the letter you are about to read describes what many parents experience after the loss of a child.

In loving memory of Jason Philip Miller December 10th, — November 28th, and the many lives he continues to touch, this entire writing is for you. Your laughter, smile, and the memories we have of you has kept us able to step forward each day. We are different people now since you are home with God and family. It was arranged that my husband tell him with a child grief advocate there to help. It was so hard and heartbreaking. The way his eyes looked into mine I feel like such a letdown to him because he had always been able to count on me before.

He lived with daddy and visited mommy 1, miles away. Three or four times before he found what he wanted. Nineteen years ago we lost another son in a horrific accident. My sons already suffered that. Jason named his son after his brother Freddy. There were no steps in our family. I want him, I need him.

He was d wonderful, he was a handful. My greatest regret is not praising him enough for being such a great single father. Nineteen years we buried Freddy and we have never really recovered. But I will, I have no choice. His grown daughters do need me when they hurt. And I pray we will be allowed to have Freddy visit all of us here. They lived together like two tight partners.

I just need to get month old thank you cards finished to our overwhelmingly loving community. Everyone loves Jason and Freddy. I just need more than tears and breakdowns. I need to cry and son scream and pray. My grown son died 3 months ago, he would be 43 today. I lost my cherished husband May 30, after knowing each other for almost 60 years. That was still not enough time.

He took a part of my heart with him and I hope it keeps him at peace finally. Cancer took him away…. Thanks for these quotes. Sorry on the loss of your dad and all the ways you wish it was different,. Thank you for the quotes — My father died this morning and we were estranged on and off for years. He was not a nice person — to anyone and , as I explained to my 7 year old — he did not want to be a daddy. Which makes it harder since my husband has terminal cancer.

Still grieving what I wished my father could have been and grieving in advance for my daughter who will lose her daddy in the near future. My father drank himself to death — and my husband is fighting every day to stay here…. Thank you for the quotes. My husband died on May 27, I miss him so. We still made each other laugh after 16 plus years of marriage. We were often thinking about the same things. Even though he had ALS and we knew he did not have much time.

His death was sudden. I felt like I was awake and in a nightmare. I was totally unprepared for his death. What brings me comfort is knowing I was able to care for him at home. He wanted to stay home. Knowing he is not suffering helps me get through the day. Knowing my husband would not want me to let my grief consume me helps and prayer throughout the day. Cassie, I always thought we would get a few more vacations in before one of us had to go first. I miss you every day, almost every minute.

I had forgotten how much a person can cry. You were and always will be my most loved sister. You are gone for now but not forever. Enjoy your blessed life living with our Jesus. I love,love love you. Have lost a great Friend who is so dear to my heart,Henrietta Tetteh, I love you though we were not Kent to be together,but I know you are resting in the blossom of the Almighty God. But there is no such man; for, brother, men Can counsel and speak comfort to that grief Which they themselves not feel; but, tasting it, 25 Their counsel turns to passion, which before Would give preceptial medicine to rage, Fetter strong madness in a silken thread, Charm ache with air and agony with words.

Therefore give me no counsel: My griefs cry louder than advertisement. Therein do men from children nothing differ. I pray thee, peace! I will be flesh and blood; For there was never yet philosopher That could endure the toothache patiently,. My husband died very suddenly on our honeymoon 11 months ago We had both been married before but had been together for 19 years and our wedding was the happiest day of my life! He died 3 weeks and 1 day after our wedding and I miss him so much. It would have been our 1st anniversay in 2 weeks! He was my rock and the love of my life and I so need him to help me deal with the pain.

He always sorted everything!! I do get comfort from reading of others in the same position and I wish comfort and happiness eventually for the future to us all! I lost my mom 7 years ago..

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Guilt for not doing anything when she was sad and lonely. My grief is almost 4 months old and it still feels like yesterday. I have never known sadness like this. I lost the man I love. He came into my life 4 years after I separated from and divorced my husband of 32 years. He made me laugh!

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I miss him so much and I carry so much guilt. Guilt for not saying I love you the night before he died. I love him and I miss him so much. The grief hurts so badly. I can so relate to you, Katy. I lost my Ben 6 months ago. We were both widowed and our first marriages were not very happy ones. Ben and I were together seven years and married four of those years. We were define soul mates. I was married to my wonderful husband for 53 years, he was such a caring man.

The reverend becomes livid with anger and delivers a sermon that offends people in the town. I just asked myself one today. I too am crying, because so many of these are how I feel. Losing the only person that truly loved me has been difficult beyond measure. I can understand what you are saying as I too suddenly lost my husband September 4th My 4 children and I are going through hell.

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One of my 8 yr old sons found him. I find every single day like groundhog day. Gutted feeling all the time. We function but I am unable to enjoy anything. Our hearts are broken…. The one person who could help me through grief was the one who was gone. Grieving is such a personal space. What helps one may not help another. Sometimes silence and recogntion that grief is a very hard travail are better than any quote or words.

Let the person who is grieving tell her story. Thank you Dee Randolph. My beloved nephew died this week and the pain is very fresh. I feel grief but his father and mother have oceans upon oceans of grief. Thank you for sharing your story. I will keep your words in mind as we gather to mourn my nephew and comfort my brother and his family. I am so sorry for your loss.

Khalil Gibran kind of says it all for me. I am so very sorry for your loss. I do hope that one day you will find comfort and strength through other people who have been through a similar loss. Grief has no end …. It changes over time but does not end. I lost my husband from a mountain accident last May — he fell down a steep slope, in the snow. Last week he was holding me and I started crying. I doubted he could understand me. My pain is so deep, can it be shared by somebody who never met my husband? Thanks so much for your posts. Hello I read your post and it touched me.

I volunteer at a bereavement center, and I have have worked with a widows group, the one thing they all had in common was they felt like they were cursed. What you are feeling is the grieving process and you should never deny yourself any part of the process. It sounds like you have found yourself a good man. Try not to look at it as replacing your husband but more like another chapter in your life. You have plenty of room in your heart to love the one you lost and the one you found.

I am so sorry for your loss, your post actually made me cry more than these quotes did, I hope you could open your heart to the man you referred to in your post. I am starting to understand loss but only slowly, my father is dying, last he had heard his doctor said his kidneys were only at seven percent function, if I were older I could donate my kidney and help. I am so sorry for what happened to your husband, thank you for being brave enough to share your story.

The man I was referring to is still around and still in love with me but I am not fully ready yet, still need a lot of time on my own or with friends, trying to sort my internal mess out. Yes lots of feelings can co-exist, some time I even feel I am just free! Then the loneliness and sadness reappear. I learned a lot during this process, I learned we are all grievers and all coping. I learned to catch any ray of light. I wish Peace to you and your father. Your email address will not be published.

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